Friday, January 2, 2009

Visiting Malacca Before 2009

It was a one day trip for the 8 of us to trespass Malacca for the last time before New Year. Overall, it was a really fun trip and we had a total of 7 meals!











On the other hand, I know it's New Year's. I shall blog about my New Year countdown in my next post. I spent my countdown with a bunch of friends in Mont Kiara. I know, I didn't spend it with Greg because..... well things screwed up between us. Honestly, I did try to solve it but things just got worse. Everytime we talk, we ended up fighting. A friend told me this :


"The more you try to solve it, the worse it get. Give yourself a timeline to calm down and to think about what you really want. Take the time off to do things that you like - reading a book, catching up with friends, watch movies, go shopping and lie on the bed. After that, try talking again. If it doesn't work anymore, at least you tried"


Today, I deleted every single SMS from him from my handphone because I would not want to read those messages that will cause tears to my eyes. For the mean time, he will be completely out of my life. I have to let go and free my mind and my heart before I can think and act rationally. I need to move on and live my life. Whether things may or may not work between us anymore, only time will tell.




10 comments:

KY said...

well it's the new year with new beginning! stay optimistic and I'm sure things will work out one way or the other. :)

* ZILING * said...

Thanks KY! Don't worry... I'm Lim Ziling! And... Stop having anal fantasies ok? Hehe

Lydia said...

big hugs ziling! the new year will bring you many more blessings, i know it! xx

KY said...

Hoiooi ziling i don't have that kinda fantasy okkk!

-eiling- said...

New Year new beginning!

YilingL said...

... and new boyfriend perhaps ;-) hehehe *nope not suggesting anything*
:p

Huai Bin said...

I understand how you feel (although from a different perspective). All the best and here's to new beginnings in 2009. :)

* ZILING * said...

Walao! So many comments! Cheers to 2009 although it's still horrible!

lowks said...

Hi My name is low I got here from huai bin's. The first thing that struck me on your blog is a the honesty you put into it. That makes it stand out from the rest. Continue being yourself great blog!

* ZILING * said...

lowks: It took me a while to notice your comments... anyway thanks! I don't write to impress others. It's a blog where I record/ pen down every single thing that happens to me